[Rosekitten]

Mizuki was right, at what cost. He had done everything to keep his magic under control. He wasn't allowed access to runes so binding his magic was out of the question. Plus he had said before that binding wasn't a solution.. still wasn't but he didn't have control over his powers still and where he had been forced to use them they were even worse then before.

He never spoke as Mizuki talked about how it pained him to see him this way. But he didn't understand that it had to be this way. If he had kept fighting her the way he was then he wouldn't have a mind left. The current Queen was one that had been banished and with good reason. Even Drows had standards and she had crossed the line more then a few times to her her way.

It was funny though, he had wished an prayed he was alive. Yet Thal had prayed for death most days and that Mizuki was alive somewhere. A means to a end of his torment he had been putting up with for years. The day he was captured he thought for sure he had found that day. But instead he had ended up back with Mizuki. Now he had no idea how to react or how to open up to him again, he still cared for the other but he had no will to show it.

After Mizuki left he sighed shaking his head a little. "someday.." He hated thus himself in truth, not being able to go back to how things were. Being conflicted with his own thoughts. He was still reserved though, like he needed to protect himself. It wasn't like he wasn't Thal but it was still going to take time. Though he was glad for the moment he did not take Verdia's advice to pry at questions of his past.

Either way he figured he was better off doing as Mizuki wanted him to do before the other decided to force things. Though he was already regretting the idea. He hated the cold with a untold passion. Water, air anything having to deal with the cold. He needed to keep a mental note to murder his sister for having a big mouth.