[Rosekitten]

He didn't speak as Mizuki was telling him to stop. He couldn't, the other didn't understand and he couldn't explain it to him just yet. Even as Mizuki said let him be the one to save his life for once and that it would be his choice to stay or leave. In a way he was glad the other left,it was good timing as the thought dawned on him again as to why he wasn't opposed to death.

His ears went back a little as he sighed. Defeated was a word, sure he could defy the leader of the dark army that was looking to choke if not kill all light. But she had already doomed his fate even without the seal. Forced use of magic over seven years would sooner or later take its toll. It was a matter of time and he already knew of two times that he had lost control of his will as it was. Next time he wouldn't be able to pull himself back and that was what he was worried about.

Even if he wanted to stay here he couldn't. It was better for him to leave right? Mizuki had a bigger purpose in this, he had to lead this force to defeat the enemy. Even without worrying that he might lose grasp on his powers again he doubted it was going to look well on his keeping a dark elf in the camp. He had already caused trouble for the other, it could have been avoided. Over all it was just hard to accept he might have a chance through all of this. He had seen what happened to the other forces who opposed the shadow army, as most had come to call it.