[Meizicht]

I really wish whatever was wrong with the diary thread would be done so I could have somewhere to let things out.
Kai is already tired of hearing my shit.
He doesn't want to hear it anymore. I hate pretending and shutting out what's going on.
I can't go bitching to one or specific people. It's better to rant it in a general place where people can look or not look if they want to. That way I'm not pissing anyone off or ruining anyone's fucking day.

Sorry. Got nowhere else to put this.
Probably going to irk everyone in this thread by being a general downer.
But you guys can ignore me. You have that freedom. Ignore away.