[Tears]

@Daigotsu: I'm fifteen, and I plan to move out at 18. Plans are unclear though. I still have much to learn about the world before I go jumping out of the smothering I've become accustomed to at home into the "real" world.

@Belial: Well, it's not really just me in this case, if I'm understanding your question. I have certain restrictions even coming down to internet usage. I try not to spend too much time on the computer because 1) my eyesight gets worse yer by year; 2) some people that I've met have been rude when I tried to vent or ask for advice, so I don't feel as active when sharing problems; 3) I feel that I shouldn't depend on internet and forum interaction alone, seeing as I never really use chances to improve my people skills, as they say.

@Xun: You're not coming off as evil or mean. I've always tried to remember those advice whenever on the internet or when I actually catch myself ruminating and beating myself up. Thank you for reminding me.

@ Quiet Man Cometh: Yeah, I know what depression is; my mother believes that it might run in the family, so there's a chance that I may be diagnosed with clinical depression. I just don't know yet, so I wouldn't go around saying I have depression.

@All: Thanks for your responses. It means a lot.