[Daigotsu]

I was never bad at communication per se, but I also grew up in an over sheltered environment where I couldn't see people other than work or school. I made up for it by going onto avatar websites/forums and releasing my pent up social needs there. I felt lonely and empty to the point of self injury. I at least sort of know what you are going through.

However, I do ask... How old are you? I inquire only because once you move out on your own and have no parental obligations, it gets a lot easier to have the freedom to meet people IRL if you so choose. I was kicked out at 18 (on my birthday) and I hit the ground running. I decided to make friends and people I could hang with in person (a lot of because I couldn't afford internet).

So if you think it's bad right now, and the feelings overwhelm you, just stop and think "It can only get better" (if you do something about it).

C: My two cents.