[Amoena]

From my experiences with death (both in real life and TV, thank you Dead Like Me), it's normal to feel exactly how you're feeling, whatever that may be. You don't need to beat yourself up over "not crying" or "not feeling so bad" or avoiding people. Dealing with death is a very internal emotional thing.

If you're worried about how others are perceiving you acting, you shouldn't really, but at the same time be aware that other people may be offended by jumping up and down in excitement or cracking jokes. I'm guilty of cracking jokes at funerals, but that's just how I deal. I know who to say them to and more importantly who NOT to say them to.

As for the day to day life goes on, I would advise ya'll to cherish the people you have around you WHEN you have them around, especially if you like them!

:)

Other than that, and as insensitive to you guys above me and OP as this is (I apologize if anyone gets offended by my happiness, seriously!), I've had a wonderful day spending it with a good friend of mine.