[Saiyouri]

Thank you so much Serra. That is so nice of you. *hugs* I have no idea what happened but I felt a ton better today. I guess I needed a day to just cry during the day for who knows what reasons to make me happy. And Gintoki is not feeling well so that might of pushed me out of it too.

Not sure on a third choice. I thought of everything I could possibly think of and nothing works >.< I have tried talking to people but its like they don't care and no one seems to know what to do with a person who is severely depressed ; ; And being raised in a family you were not allowed to express your true self or feelings doesn't make it any easier. I don't even know how to talk to people about my problems to be honest. That sounds so retarded >.>;