[Scintilla]

Okay Natsu.

Take a deep breath, breathe, and assess your values. Why do you want to go? If you have friends rooting for you to stay, and if you yourself do want to stay, why do you have thoughts like that? Think about this for a while.

I myself have had thoughts like that, yes. You don't know how many times I've walked into the kitchen and had to force myself to put the knife down. And guess what? I'm here today, aren't I? Try lasting one more day, and things will get better.