[woopdidoodoo]

Seriously if that was me I'd tell you're mum surely she'd have a word with him for him to stay away from you? at the very least get you're boyfriend to come around and scare the crap out of him by threatening him rofl he can't do anything about it because he's threatening you on face book etc.

I would also have something to protect yourself with, I don't mean a knife or anything like that just something you can give him a good thumping with if he does try and kiss you or come to you of a night.

But I do think you should tell you're mother, it wont ruin it for you're brother, if you get raped or abused that would ruin it for you're brother and you so think of it that way

I can relate on the feeling stupid thing I'm terrible at talking to doctors about how I feel because it feels like an over reaction on my part even though at home its happening but when I'm out I feel normal. But that's just eh I do hope you get help through this. Also the feeling stupid thing is low self esteem, he's praying on that and making sure you're not going to tell anyone what he's doing to you, tell someone now before he does anything worse, you shouldn't have to feel like this in you're own home.

hugs