[Glitch]

They let me have one day off but that was it really ^^;; I still had to go to work with stomach cramps and pains and they even kept me late. xp I was a grouchy goose about it.

I was in my 2nd month, not very far along but this is actually my 2nd miscarriage but the first one was 5 years ago and I had not been planning on keeping that one. So this one is just . . . devastating because we were so excited about it and now I feel like something is wrong with me. My mother and my grandparents never had a miscarriage and they don't know how to relate with me other than to say they are sorry. I had told my mom my concerns at the beginning and she said it wouldn't happen to me because it didn't happen to her. So it's just like blehh >.<

I know it's ok to be emotional, I just feel like there should be a better way to channel being angry. This is all over a stupid comment from a stranger with some poem about children and parents crying when they're taken away. That line just made me so upset. I'm sorry for ranting in here I feel so lame xp