[Meizicht]

Well, new things happened.
This could be one of two things.

I'm really cautious because for one, his mother has harassed me a lot before. I want nothing to do with her, because she is abusive and wants to manipulate everyone, including me. And it wont work.
But today, I got a message from his account on facebook, which was tip number one; He knows I hardly use facebook. If he were to contact me online, it would've been through YIM. But at the same time, I have no idea if it's like the fastest way he could say anything to me or something like that. Second tip was his way of typing was way off. It didn't seem like him, but again, idk if he was being bothered or rushed. Third tip; he seemed to be giving up too easy. I asked for something only me and him know about, but he picked something that's on facebook to give to me, so that wasn't solid enough that it was him. So I still don't know.
But I sent, in hopes that no matter who it was - if it was him, he'd see that someone did care about him and what I thought of him, and if it was her, she'd see what I thought of him too - about how he's a great person, makes good music and had a passion for it, as well as writing, and didn't deserve being abused. That I was hoping no matter what happened that he'd be alright and no matter how long it took that he could definitely make it on his own two feet. I said I wasn't shallow enough to give up just because someone else told me to.

If it turns out that he's not told me something, or lied about anything ( I don't think he has, but I've got to consider all possibilities here ) it's going to wreck me far worse than anything else. This is looking so similar to what happened a couple years ago. And that had already messed me up enough.

But this isn't about me. Right now, focus should be on him. Just have to keep waiting to see how things turn out for him and if he's alright. Just never know what I can believe and if that was really him or not.

And I wanted to put this public because if things did go more insane than they already are, I've got it down as it went, and people have seen it. I'm saving everything, remembering everything and putting it down as I've heard and experienced it, so if anything happens, there wont be confusion or a mess. I think that's a good idea, probably.

I hate that I can't help him, but I'm thousands of miles away. That frustrates me the most. I wish there were more honest people so there wouldn't be so much suspicion about whatever I've said. She's convinced that it's all my fault, and apparently, according to whoever was talking to me, he is "not allowed" to speak to me anymore.

Because a virgin who has never touched drugs, alcohol or cigarettes, nor have they been arrested or in trouble for anything in their life, can be the worst influence on a person.
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Sucks that the world is made up of idiot hooligans that make honest people look suspicious. It's all so unnecessary.