[Lucid:]

When I was in high school, a boy who was exceptionally rude to me was hit by a truck and died a few days later. I felt nothing. A lot of his friends were sad and got excused absences from class to go grieve, but I hated all his friends too. I've wondered since then, is it wrong to feel like the world as a whole is better off without him? I felt sad for his family but I didn't feel sad about his death.

The only person close to me who has died is my aunt, a few years ago. I was definitely sad then.