[Reyoki]

Yeah, wow, that's unforgivable. Can't fault you for being pissed about that. *pats head* Things will get better. Not saying you should try again or that you shouldn't let it bother you. 'Cause I know it hurts and it bothers you and that you probably won't try again, at least for a long while. All I'm saying is that things will stop hurting so much in time. How much time is indeterminate, but it will come to pass. For now, though, it's okay to hurt.