[Helsinki Harlot]

I don't think I'm getting sick. My throats a little raspy and I have a small cough when I breathe in too deeply but that's probably just from a weekend of cigarettes.

And fuck if I know. I don't think it's actual insomnia because otherwise I wouldn't be able to catch even an hour of sleep. I've had insomnia a few times and it was awful. I damn near went insane.

Mental stuff is the only thing I can think of pegging it on. It's not so bad if I take a nap in the shower but that's always been a weird safe place for me.