[Serah]

I don't mean to offend you with what I say and if I do, I apologize.

He wasn't a place holder boyfriend. He is someone I fell in love with, we dated for a couple years. He tells me he still loves me and only thinks of me. I don't doubt that he has probably looks at other women but it's not about the company. We are really close to each other even as just friends. If it was the company I was missing wouldn't I have just moved on by now?

I am lonely because I keep trying to make new friends but things aren't sticking. And the friends I do have don't have time for me anymore it seems. I can tell the difference between being lonely and genuinely missing someone.

Plus I have tried with my mother it has gotten to a point that there is no convincing her. My father knows about this behavior too and sits idly by. The only comfort he offers is "Well, she's your mother."


Edit: I'll try that whenever we talk again. He wanted some time to think things out and I was fine with that.