[Serah]

Dear ...

I try so hard to be there for you. I swallow all my emotions, smile and listen to you. I pretend it is alright when I shouldn't. I pretend it doesn't bother me but it does. You never appreciate what I do and continue to take advantage of me. I have thought about it, I have thought about what would happen. No matter what I do though, it will never be enough for you or anyone. You say you love me and I hate to ask but do you? My life may not be as hard as others but I still have my hardships. I walked away to protect you from me. You had me caring about you but you do this every time. I think about it, would you notice, would you cry? It's killing me on the inside. Please stop, just stop. It's obvious what we both want but you just toy with me. I know I may not be worth while but please don't abandon me again. Please. I wanted to protect you because you loved me. If I kept hurt you, I might have done something drastic. Please understand. Please.

Serah