[Helsinki Harlot]

:] Made myself a little progress chart for how many lbs I wanna loose with little boxes I can color in for progress.

My motivation is I want to look good again. I want to wear this one specific pair of jeans that's ripped to all hell, huge cuts in the back that if I'm not careful show undies and ALL NATURAL RIPS. They're my favorite flares, REAL flare bottom (none of this half assed shit they do nowadays), with paint stains and other shit. But it's a few sizes down from where I am. I looked damn good in those jeans. I want those jeans back.

Batbybby; (omg lol, Backstreet Boy is playing on Finnish late night radio.)

I'll look up this thing for you. I used to have to wear them when I did gymnastics because of my legs. They might help you. All the help I could get would be great.

My dad got me medically customized shoes. .____. They're like, a few hundred bucks. (Only shoes I've ever bought were like... $20) so those are coming in the mail and I'll be wearing those with my orthopedics.

-jiggles her boobs- They're fun to play with but I don't like looking at them naked without a bra.