[Batty]

I need praise ALL the time.
Or else I don't feel like I'm doing a very good job.
And then I tend to... fall off the wagon? No, that isn't the right phrase.

I tend to not think I'm going anywhere. Discouragement is a good word for it.

And my goal was 105. But with this new program I'm on, its hardcore inches lost, and weight drops like crazy. Especially since I've been TRYING to eat a little more, which means, my body is more likely to give up the pounds.

Lately though, since I've been sick, I've only been able to eat toast crust. And not much else. Doesn't help we haven't gone shopping either... so theres literally NOTHING in the house.