[Pandora Vex]

Dear Diary,

It's been a rough year without my best friend. She was the mom I wish I had. I do love my actual mother, but from my "adoptive" mom, I got the support I always craved as a child. A lot of sad things have happened, and I've felt so disconnected from everyone, except another old best friend.

I've felt like the whole world, turned a shade of grey.

But despite this, I'm still standing here. And I'm still kicking. Sometimes I feel I'm crawling, than walking. But as long as I'm inching forward, I'm okay.

I'm finally settling down, and getting over the old abuse. And despite feeling tired, and a little discouraged. I still have the strength to grin and bare it. Cause despite how shitty the world can get, hey! It ain't all shitty.

You may not be here with me, my dear best friend. But I know you are out there. And thanks to you I've got hope. Even if we never see each other again. You were important enough that you impacted my life! And the memory will always be there.

I'm striving forward, and no matter how hard or hopeless it seems. I know! Without a doubt! That I can get back up!

So thanks for that. :3 My dear friend.

Tiredly, yours. Your girly girl. n_n <3