[Asami]

Dear diary,

I know thinking about the past hurts but sometimes its a good thing. Think of how much you have changed and the good things. Don't just focus on the bad. Having certain people contact you after so long brings a flood of memories. Most good. But you've changed a lot since they last talked to you. Maybe you feel like you want to reconnect with them because it brings back great memories. Happy times. Times where you didn't have a care in the world. But will these people still like you? Probably not. You are such a different person. Stronger. Tougher. You have gone through more shit. Hell you even stuck up to the person you feared the most next to your mom. I know a part of you wants to go back in time but you need to focus on the future. Talking to old friends that honestly should just stay old friends wont bring back the carefree times. It wont bring back lost and dead feelings. Finding old notes is fun but they are old for a reason and yes reading some brings tears but maybe just throw them away.. they weren't meant to be kept stashed away to be found years later. You need to stop clinging to old memories.

Love yourself

(This probably wasn't very flowy x'D I just wrote and didn't stop to think at all)