[Meizicht]

I don't trust myself to have the self control yet, so I've asked him to block me every once in a while so I don't give in and talk to him, lol.
Kind of hoping he actually does it. x__x;;
Otherwise, it's like I'm getting off with a slap on the wrist, and that's it. I need it to be burned into my personality like a stop sign, whenever I'm about to do something abusive; if I remember when someone had punished me bad enough, I'll stop before I do it. I need that. x__x;


Edit: He agreed to block me for 1-2 days every now and then. ^^;