[Helsinki Harlot]

Espy + Alpha; What's up? :3

Battybby; I'm sorry she's not feeling well. And the heart attack and all that. I know the feels on the heat thing too. And I'm sure she's lovely but that doesn't mean you can behave like a child attitude wise. I'm sorry. I have medical issues with my legs and you never see me bitchin' a fit like that. And I'm only 22. I'm supposed to be in a wheel chair by 30. When bad shit happens you either become the world or become better than the world. Maybe she needs to take it easy but that doesn't mean she gets to take it out on other people. That's a personality issue that's separate. Not that I'm "ragging" on your mom. Just something to consider.

I've seen her use tris and I understand. Again I'm sure she's a lovely person too. I can understand hibernation. I spend 90% of my time in my room on my own. Sarah usually gets me water when I'm just chilling in the room or she'll go out and get McDonalds or some other fast food. But in exchange I get up sometimes and I cook full blown home made meals. I clean for her. It's a give and take. There has to be a give and take if you're gonna be a lazy butt, and I know 'cause I'm the QUEEN of lazy butts. The key is to make sure it doesn't happen all the time.

I can understand that. It's the same with me and Sarah a lot of the times. Only reason her place is ever clean is because I come through and clean it on the weekends. (Oh on that note; Sarah's mom was bitching about me. How I'm staying at her apartment all the time; which BS I only come on the weekends and I keep HER DAUGTHERS place clean for her, bitch. And I cook for her. And I'm the one that kept her in school for as long as she was there. And how she's buying booze for me; also BS I paid for the booze the past two times. We switch off. Just argh. I set up her god damn apartment. I keep her on track with her probation.) It still sucks tho'.

I'm gonna go on a few walks with you and we'll see how that goes. Or if I'm driving my own car follow that fucker and give him a damn piece of my mind. Or depending on how slow he drives take a crowbar to his tire.

Just take it slow. If you haven't already made one keep a journal or some shit where you can vent, or bitch on here. :] You've always got several ears and me. <3 (You still wanna do that work out thread thing?) :] You're already doing better than when I first started talking to you again. Slow and steady wins the race. Or at least gets you to the finishing line. Haha. And it's probably because of the cardio.