[Batty]

Harlotbby;; She has a legit excuse, though. I mean, she had a heartattack and CAN'T take the heat at all. And her and I have to deal with it all day, everyday, from the moment we wake up, till the moment we go to bed. She hasn't been feeling well and its scaring me a bit, cause she's been complaining of chest pains, and popping aspirin like no tomorrow.

As for my sister, I absolutely love her, but, thats just how she is. She won't even come out to get her own drinks sometimes. She just hibernates in the room, and waits to be waited on. Or comes out here, just to tell us she wants food. Don't wanna get too much into it though, cause, she actually uses Trisphee on occasion. xDD; And I don't need her tattling to mom about me being mean, and bitching about her. Then I'll get in trouble. xD;

And I'm USED to being the mom. You can ask Zane, unless mom or I do it, NOTHING GETS DONE. And lately, I've been the one doing everything, because I'm younger, and have stamina that lasts a hell of a lot longer than her. -sighs-

As far as that stupid fucking moron goes? I see him everyday, he ALWAYS drives passed me while I'm walking.

And yeah... me too. But I've been trying to portion control, especially with pasta and peanut butter. Zanes been hiding the PB though, so, I have no idea where it is. xDD; I'm craving it less and less now, which means I could probably be okay with it being out in the open. Its just carbs now, for some reason. Most likely because of all the cardio I've been doing. And I didn't feel like bugging anyone today about it, because... I bitch SO much, and freak out SO often, I don't want to lose my only support group. xD;

And YES MAAM! Going to shower RIGHT now, and then I'll be back.

Espy;; I know, I know... but some of the shit I have to vent about, isn't... what some people want to particularly hear, you know? It hurts them, just as much as it does me. I hate making people feel powerless about helping me out.

And fuck. My computer blue screened so I had to type this shit up ALL over again xDD