[Batty]

I just did my second hour walk, about to do some Jillian cardio now.

I did it again. I pushed myself to eat a meal again. So, I'm a bit freaked out, and all that shit. -sighs- I don't know how much longer I can push myself to do that. I'd much rather scraps, or nothing, and bitch about having nothing, than feel this bloated, and this horrible.

I can't stop looking at my tummy, waiting for it to balloon. And mirrors? I'm avoiding those altogether at the moment.