[Helsinki Harlot]

BBY; Goddess huh? Do I have a temple built for me yet? I'd like a temple. Something like the Athena one. 8)

We could get like row boat paddles too and just wheel around the entire place. Some doorways would be difficult but we can always have a single as mid-way transportation. d:

I'm not saying that some people can't handle that type of emotional heavy weight, because some people just can't. But bullcrap. =/ That actually does come with a certain weight, people find themselves more susceptible to anxiety and shit like that because they don't have enough protein and sustenance. There's a chart or something you can look at to see if you're height and weight and age fall into an area. 'Cause you can take energy drinks and health smoothies and not have to eat heavy meals that make you feel gross and get the right vitamins.

And trust me I know the feels. I got my happy ass down to 125 and I've gained weight since then. I'm so much harsher on myself now because I rem. the lowest weight I've been as an adult. Nothing makes me feel good anymore because I'm not that tiny. What you need is a shit ton of body happy brainwashing. ;] [/volunteers]

And there's nothing wrong with that, if it helps you relax. Stress can give you ulcers and no one wants those. They hurt like a bitch. Baby steps, that's all you need to where your energy level balances with the amount of hard work you do.

Shit happens. People go through fazes, random down times for MONTHS. You just gotta figure out something that makes you passionate and willing again. Might take awhile but as long as you're not quitting you're doing just fine. Go at your own pace. You run your own life despite how it feels sometimes.

AND HUNNY. I still have those delicious pics you sent me saved on my phone. ;] The one's with you squished against a wall and a hand in the way. And the one of you sitting on the counter top thingy majig. Babe you a hot number. ;D