[hyjin]

I do love her but I already lost... bc yesterday I was mad at her all night and I was blaming her for what happened... well I don't care anymore. I lost and I lost her forever... I give up on relationships. if she wants to leave me and find someone else I won't care bc she might lose the feelings she had for me but I won't lose what I feel for her... but I do know that once it happens I'm gonna be a wreck...