[Asami]

I mean you suffer daily. I only go through what I have in cycles now
I have almost gotten it to go away by fighting but sometimes my body says "NO GET OUT NOW!" and I end up sitting by the toilet the whole night till I throw up bile and then some. And then some... and then some. (Which I know is bad because that really messes up the body but... I cant help it...)

And the I go through the anxiety of thinking 'oh no... its gonna happen and I cant fight it' and sometimes I can and sometimes I cant. But usually my friends help make me stronger

What you go through is totally and completely more difficult than that. Because not only do you rarely eat but you push your body to its limits and then some. //hugs. And you do it every. Single. Day. No rests. No stops. No being able to stop it. I used to be the same until people forced me to stop.
I really wish I could help you but I'm just some Internet person who doesn't matter and can never truly get you to eat or make you stop pushing yourself... I'm not there to give you the support you NEED and deserve. And I hate that ono

(I hope I didnt offend you with any of this... )
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I was afraid of that... //hugs
I wish there was some way to fix the situation..
its like you took two steps forward and ten steps back) :