[Meizicht]

+prods the flopping fish Duce with a stick+
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+also prods Lauv+


Asami: xD That's okay. I'm already a little off in the head anyway, lol
A better way of putting it would be like.. I'm more comfortable taking the blame than I am putting it on someone else. If I can make all the problems my fault, then that means if I have the ability to learn control so I can go away from everyone else, I'd take the problems with me and they'd be happy.
It's kind of how I've gotten into the habit of treating Kai, for example. I think it's okay for me to talk about it if I leave it obscure enough, but.. like when one of my friends I used to talk to about some of my problems turned and told him I was "too gloomy" for him and that he should be with her; I would have shut up and stepped out of their lives ( even though when that happened, I was torn to pieces; I've never had someone betray me so blatantly like that, especially for as long as she did, lol ) if that meant they could be happy. Since I always kind of drag my issues out for Kai because I don't talk to many people now, I always think he'd be happier with someone else, so I've kind of promised myself not to protest if he were to find someone better.
That kind of thing. It's the same logic I use when people try to give me things; "why waste it on me, when someone else would be a much better choice".
The other part of it would be I've just given up fighting people. If someone is upset and I think it's directed at me, I figure they must be right; it is my fault and I need to apologize to avoid further conflict.
There are other things, but those are the big ones.