[Meizicht]

Ugh.
I would kind of like to have someone to go to for advice for many things atm, but
at the same time, I don't want to whine, and then lose friends because I whine.
Keeping shit to myself isn't feeling good, but it's what people wanted me to do.
Idk if that just makes me a shitty person or what. Everyone else seems to think it's not a big deal, keeping things bottled up, so I must not be normal since it's so goddamn hard for me to do it.\

Edit: Then again, I don't trust anyone. Probably my fault. Usually it is.

While I bitch and whine like a general nuisance, please just ignore me. I would like to just shut up and never say anything about anything, but I apparently cannot do that.