[Meizicht]

I'm not a happy person.
Pretty sure once I bring this issue up again later today, it is going to turn into a huge unnecessary fight because I'm the only rational person in this house who actually says something when something needs to be done. My mother just flips her lid whenever I bring up an argument, and refuses to be of any help ( because she has all the info for our ISP and will not give it to me so that I can call while the problem is going on. She keeps saying "well they wont do anything if they check and the internet is on. And it's on during the day". I'm sitting here thinking "It's off while I'M up, why not let ME call them?" but that pisses her off. WHENEVER I want to do something myself, it pisses her off. I cannot understand for the life of me. )
She expected me to know exactly what her reason was for not calling them yesterday, when she didn't tell me anything, and instead, just got pissed at me because I didn't know. Literally told me "I shouldn't have to explain it to you"; HOW? HOW CAN I KNOW, WHEN PEOPLE DON'T TELL ME? -___-
I don't know how this is a step in the right direction at all.
Oh and her reason? The house is messy.
Computer room is my dad's jurisdiction. Just make him clean it up. That's where the modem and the router are. That's all they need to see. And it's not like it's hard; there's just boxes and junk computers everywhere.
Idk what the big deal is. This isn't like it went off for two minutes and I threw a fit; it has been doing this for TWO WEEKS, every single night, and if I want to actually get somewhere with my goddamn life, I can't have unreliable connection since my ONLY talent is being an artist.
I'm sorry if this is an insult to anyone before I say it ( although this is just an issue with my mother. Nobody else. )
It is just stereotypical woman behavior of hers that pisses me off. "I am a woman, all you men should read my mind and if you don't, well you're shit out of luck and I'm going to yell at you until you guess it right" <<< that kind of crap.
I cannot stand it.
Makes my blood boil.

+deep breath; regains composure+
Sorry about all that.
e___e


Oh wonderful. Dogs got out.
+goes to put them back to bed+