[Meizicht]

Lol I vaguely remember a time ( apparently my dad remembers though ) when I was around middle school age, when I punched a guy in the throat because he touched me. ( I believe that's what made me do it. xD;; )
Or the time in elementary, when some kid pushed me ( which counts as touching obviously ) and I knocked him and most of the line down. ( also according to my dad, because I don't remember most of this xDD )
And my punching is normally just blindly. I feel like I'm flailing when I do it. xD
So it's not like I'm like.. aware of it. I only notice afterward and then I'm like "Ohshit I'm sorry D8" lolol

If I initiate it all, though, I wont hit.

+has never been to any professional about anything+ So I don't know if I have any phobia. I just know I'm similar about the things coming at my face stuff. I get really scary about that. Hence the chem teacher situation. xD;;