[Rosekitten]

My mom just acts like a kid Lacrymosa, shes never been a real mom if you ask me, it's been ore of a friendship then anything. Sure she helps with Luna but we still don't have a baby room for the crib his mom is bringing up here... (been trying to get her to clean the side bedroom for .. hrm over 7 months?) Yes i know she works yes i know shes 60 some years old with graves but damn it some things have to be done. Yeah i know this month marks one year of grandma dying but there are things you have to get over and bite the bullet on, im not saying forget but grieve when you need to, not all the time.

~breathes~

actually kano isn't normally short, not like that. He's been dealing with her for 2 years and it makes a difference if you grow up around her or if you move in ... i can ignore her or just deal with things but im a overly patient person (makes me a bad driver to get behind because im overly cautious as well.. lol)

either way i'm in a way happy this happened.. i'll be calling my grandpa today to see if he'll help us move our things when we find a place and all. He has a trailer so that would be way cheaper then a uhaul and we don't really have that much so.. but yes i am sorta glad it happened. If we have our own place then I can keep it clean and safe for the baby... at the moment theres still boxes in the living room from when my grandma did pass away last year. They haven't been touched after we brought them here (ok correction they were touched cause i moved them for more walk space)