[Kage No Hoko Ki]

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Im Sorry Everybody

Have you ever just sat down and wondered.
And thought about.... Where you wanna be. When you get older.
Look. Look. Im not trying to be famous from my rapping but hey if it happens it happens.
Only ever had enough to get by god placed me in an enviroment in which i would always cry but i cam to realize he was trying to teach me a lesson no im not religous but you get the message no excuse for where i am and where im going. I gotta try my hardest and do my best. Everyday i have to fight to be better then all the rest. I know one day ill get out of here its my goal in life to be better then my parents were but no matter how many times i scream there names say i hate them and wish i could leave i always love them becuase i know they were always there for me. They stood behind me a hundred percent and were there wherever i went. I have anger issues becuase for the first 8 years of my life all they ever did was fight. In a bad place i know i forgive you mom and dad can you forgive me for makeing you sad? Im sorry that ive been such a bad son im sorry i wish i could be a better one.
Look at me behind this microphone crying. It was wrong for me to laugh when i thought of everyone who cared dieing. I tryed to push you all away becuase i was afraid. Im trying to turn my life around for the better. I hope one day i make everyone proud. Ill stand on top of the world and look down no more poverty for me ill be free and so will my family.
I know i wanna skate for ever and hopefully be famous but by then i hope its not to late. I know i gotta get out there and practice so one day i can be great. Rapping is second on my list but only if i can keep my style to entertain i wont seel out so what if they put me out at least im keeping true like my dads always told me to. I heard my first rap when i was only 3 then i heard slim. He inspired me to continue and persue my dream. I started rapping at 13 was young in the game and still am. I heard the clowns i love at 15 and was down from then on. Mainstream isnt where i wanna be anymore cuz underground is what im running for. At this moment however i wanna say sorry for those ive hurt. So to all them girls out there who i was with and those i left im sorry but it wasnt mean to be. I hope however you can forgive me. I just had to go for one reason or another. I still hope we can talk to each other.
Look at me behind this microphone crying. It was wrong for me to laugh when i thought of everyone who cared dieing. I tryed to push you all away becuase i was afraid. Im trying to turn my life around for the better. I hope one day i make everyone proud. Ill stand on top of the world and look down no more poverty for me ill be free and so will my family.
Id like to take this moment to pause and reflect on what ive done to my brother. I love you nate and you know i do. That time in the liveing room was a mistake i dont wanna be an only child again becuase if anything i know ill always have you as a friend. If you ever need anything you can always come to me. Ill have your back no matter what even when we fight. Your my little brother i feel like i have to protect you and teach you. I know weve had some rough times and ive wrote some vicsious rhymes against you. And im sorry for everytime ive hit you out of anger it was wrong i know but i just couldnt control myself. Itw been a while since ive put my hands on your like that i hope it never happens again. I love you brother please dont forget that ever.
Look at me behind this microphone crying. It was wrong for me to laugh when i thought of everyone who cared dieing. I tryed to push you all away becuase i was afraid. Im trying to turn my life around for the better. I hope one day i make everyone proud. Ill stand on top of the world and look down no more poverty for me ill be free and so will my family.
Ok so im out of here for now. I just wanted to say sorry.
So im sorry everyone. I love my family no matter what i say.