[Pinkie]

Wow...for me when I was that age I was super super over weight...I was in high school and was verging on 350lbs with a height of 5'9. School was one of the hardest things to go through. All I have to say to you is that even though you dont think it your very lucky to be the size that you are. I would kill anything or anyone to even be near that weight....but realistically I have to do everything over time...I am now 22 and have lost 100lbs and still not happy.

Everything I think has a way that they want to look...some have it easy while others struggle for everything that they have. All I really have to say for you is look at your different options...I mean I think your doing it the wrong way. Dont gain the weight in fat gain it in muscle. Start working out, running, lifting weights...You will gain the amount you want in time.