[Serra Britt]

Saiyouri, may I get your opinion on something that's been on my mind a while?

I'm currently in a somewhat complicated relationship with a girl in France. It's wonderful and I love her but the likelihood of it being more than what it is now is almost nonexistent because she has severe problems with being near people in person. For a while I thought I didn't mind it being strictly online...but for the past few months I've realized that it's not what I want. To be honest I have no problems continuing what we do even if we weren't in a relationship, and sometimes I think she doesn't even consider that we may be.

I have met Lunaryon from here in person and we're both very compatible with each other... Twice I asked her to date me and twice I threw it away because I thought I couldn't give her enough of myself to be worth it. I think I should ask her again but I'm afraid that my love for someone I can't be with will prevent me again. I'm just trying to work through it for now. I'm afraid of throwing her away a third time, but I really love her...not as much as I love the one in France but I know I can be with her and that is something I REALLY want in a relationship.

You can just give me thoughts on it if you want. I'm not looking for a solution from others, I need to figure it out on my own really :p