[Helsinki Harlot]

Yeah. I'm just. Is one god damn day out of the year too much to ask? Is one GOOD BIRTHDAY where I don't end up crying too much to ask? Can I just have one god damn birthday where I'm glad I'm alive. Just one. One day when people don't make excuses and explain it away that they hurt me. Just once "I fucked up, let me make it better and actually sacrifice a little of my time and effort and comfort to do so". I do that for her all the time. So why. I don't. Argh.