[Helsinki Harlot]

I wish I weren't staying with them. It's going to go downhill so fast. I went practically insane sometimes. Like, I get boxed in real bad and I'm not allowed to do anything they consider strange. I have a lot of anxiety issues and OCD tendencies that they get mad if I do. I mean yeah I have a place to stay, mom didn't kick me out but in all fairness dad doesn't know about how bad everything is. So that's good. Hope he doesn't. I am thankful for my mom. I broke down bawling during the talk we had 'cause I couldn't understand why she was being so nice to me.

Haha, thanks. It's just been a weird year. Maybe this one will be better. -knocks on wood-