[Hero]

Dear Diary
Why is it that I miss his company?
I ran and hid myself from the judging eyes of the world.
Why do I sit here so pathetically? Not taking action.
Just sitting here numb, hoping something will happen.
The emptiness is finally catching up to me and I guess I can't run away anymore.
I'll just end up sitting here, being devoured by this cruel world. By my own black heart.
Why is it that my emotions just seem to bottle itself up and then drown me in them?
Why do I still not know who I am?
I feel so hopeless. I don't think I can get through this this time.
I'm not strong enough...I'm too tired from running all the time.
I'll just get eaten and life will move on.