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Originally Posted by Gallagher

It could also be that no one ever sticks around after I try and talk, making me feel selfish for opening my mouth in the first place.

I'm sorry I had to go into town and would have responded right away! Don't feel like you are being selfish, we all need to rant once in a while and let our feelings out and to be heard. You are in no way selfish for letting your feelings and thoughts out. c:
I'm sorry that things are not going well with your house and maybe you can go volunteer or go walk around and find a part time job to save up some money to go back to school? Even volunteering will help you and look good on resumes and it will be easier for you to get jobs. Spend the most time you can with your biological mother, I'm sure the time she has left spent with you will make her happy and rest in peace if/when that time comes. As long as someone is there for her, I'm sure she will be happy to know someone cares for her. The emotional stuff that happened to you in the past, try to overcome them and tell yourself that that is the past and you need to focus on the future to make a better you. Don't let the past ruin you! Try not to fight with people, try to explain your feelings of why you are upset and want to fight people. Just be honest, but try to avoid fighting in your current state. I'm here to listen and you can PM me if you'd like to talk more. c: