[Gallagher]

It could be because the house is falling apart, we have no money to fix it, and I'm a useless lump with no job, education, or way to get around.

Or it could be because sometimes I feel like my (adop.) parents treat me as well as the dog... Which I will admit is a spoiled dog, but...

Or it could be because I'm afraid my bio. mother's increase in visits as of late could be because her condition has been getting worse, and she might not have as much time as I was hoping she would.

Or it could be all the built up traumas from emotional abuse, rape, and many other things finally getting the better of me.

Or it could be that I've finally lost the one thing I'd been aiming towards these last 3 years or so, making my time since I've left school completely wasted.

... Or it could be because it seems like all I do these days is fight with people. Considering this point is the only real change in the last week...