[Hermes]

I almost typed "Pubic". That would have been awkward.

So, moving on to serious talk here, I have a few things I want to say, and I need you people to come into this with an open mind.

First things first, if you do not know me, you don't have to read this or anything, as it is FOR specific people of this site, all of which will get a link PMed to them.

Second off, if you know me and hate me, I thoroughly encourage you to read this.

So, first, so everyone knows- Batty and I are not enemies, we do not hate each other, we are not seeking to rekindle a relationship, etc. Because apparently my business is everyone's business, there you go. Any further details are at her disclosure, as I would feel rude saying anything.

Obbie, I have 0 issue with you, just talk to me if you ever have a problem, as I want to be of assistance.

Zane, you don't trust me, and probably never will. And you have good reason. I'm sorry I put you on the spot like I did that night, but I knew I could trust you to, for at leas ta few days, make sure things were okay. Thank you, sincerely.

Fenris. Oh, Fenris...I got burnt out, life was punching me in the jewels, and instead of saying anything, I went poof without saying anything. I'm surprised I didn't get an actual banhammer just for being a turd. I'm sorry for that, and for I guess doing sub-pa writing work while I was there, or at least it must have been since it only ever got scrapped. also, if me saying that breaks my old contract, tell me and I'll pull this out and such.

Coda, you got an actual pm from me. *brofist*

littl3chocobo, I vanished, hardcore. You see, when I get nervous, or scared, or too depressed and angry, anyone who doesn't hound my ass about it will probably never hear from me again. I don't mean to, it just happens. It's like I can't do it, I just can't talk to people. Even my closest friends, my family, etc., can't get me out when I'm like that. I'm sorry I turned out to be a shitty friend.


Everyone else who thinks for some reason this involves them:
I see no reason to apologize to anyone angry at me for ending that relationship. I did it poorly, but I cannot help that people who knew what I was doing and when decided that was a good day to start the slander. I have cut those people out of my life completely, and I have talked everything over with Batty. I am not a cheater, I am not a liar. If you ask her, she'll tell you, I have been brutally honest these last months, with both her and myself. Especially in these last few weeks.

Batty, we've had our conversations, but I wanted to say thank you. You're going to make someone incredibly happy one day, as soon as people stop being jerks. I'm sorry I couldn't be the right one, but you need someone fully devoted, not just most of the way. I failed, I came up short, and there were things going on as well, but that's between us. Thank you, for still being my friend, because I thoroughly enjoy being yours.

So, Trisphee, I pose this question to you, and I will respond to the wishes of the public:

Am I welcome here? Or should I just leave?