[Helsinki Harlot]

The second statement. ;] I should send you one of my keys. My heart would go pitter patter with it around your neck. <3

I'm sorry luv. I feel worse now for being absent for so long. D: I CAN'T LET YOU GO ALL SAD FACE ON MY WATCH. -pushes love into your veins with an iv- >3< Anything I can help with?

Not too much. 4 weeks until I move out of my apartment, kinda scary, dreading it. After this it's a year living at my parents and so far it's not looking like it'll be fun. My mom's on a major cleaning binge and I'm scared shes' gonna find the pipe I hid there when Sarah went on probation. I need to throw it away but I haven't had the chance to. >.< It's been a roller coaster so far, praying for the best. And apparently my mom already talked to my dad,I was half asleep and heard her talking to Sarah. I am shocked at how much my mother has decided to stand up for me to my dad. From what I heard she told Sarah that she talked to my dad and told him not to yell at me, that it wouldn't help and would just make everything worse, that when I came to talk to him about it we had to go at it logically and objectively and just figure out a plan and get me back on my feet. Still thinking of classes, have to get the $500 for July rent, don't know how I'm gonna get around to getting that money. So that's a big cloud over my head. Other than that been writing a lot, had a few break downs about Jon, and watching my Finnish childhood TV shows. And I miss you too. <333