[NikkoGallarado]

Dear Diary.
I feel at a loss and do not know what to do, other then I feel lost and bother and rather annoyed I feel like I can't stand this person. . . this person is nice and kind. They care for me very much but I feel like it is not worth it. The items and things they got I feel they should have not gotten since I have things to take care of cause of money problems. . . . .-sighs- But I don't know any more.

Right I feel more at peace and happy with my self when they are not around. I live them but hardly see them any more. Is there something really wrong with me? I can't tell, I know I can't explain, maybe I do need help, maybe I need this change to happen? I'm not sure, I even sure what to do with my self when I feel like this all I can do is write it down here and feel okay maybe want someone to write me or pm on this but then again I don't expeact any one to or understand. It is a personal problem I need to fix in my own.

But at times I feel like I can't fix it I just wanna let sit on the back burner and for get it is even a problem to me. . . .

Ever lost in thought. . .

Nikko

I am the manry-est of men!