[Helsinki Harlot]

Yeah. I pre-paid $229 and my mom's covering the last $230 for this month. All that's left is the $500 for July's rent and then our lease is done and we move out.

I'm hoping my dad'll be a bit easier on me because I have a plan ironed out. At some point today I'm going to look at the local community colleges and see if I can still apply to them and hopefully get in, the advisor gave me a list of classes that would transfer with the same credit value for my failed classes and my mom suggested going to a community college closer to our house (since I'll be living at home) during the fall since I'm allowed to attend CC's that'll accept me under suspension. Tho' not all will accept poor academic standing.

I won't receive financial aid tho', until I'm in good academic standing so when Spring comes around I'll have to pay the tuition out of pocket. And the e-mail from my teacher didn't make it in time so I'm going to have to pay back some of the loan money immediately from this last semester. That's gonna suck.

My mom said she's proud of me for working things out and just told me to explain it all to my dad when I have the chance. So we'll see how that goes. Hopefully I'll manage to get my license and then a job, tho' anything that does a hair test is out of the question for me. I think at this point I could pass a blood test. I also need to find one that's friendly to my medical leg handicap, that'll be the hardest part.

I just love how the advisor talked to me, I told her actually what happened and she was so sympathetic and looked through all of my grades and praised me on my work and was like "Wow. You're an amazing student if your personal life isn't breaking down" and then told me that even tho' I'm suspended I can still use their counseling and advising offices and that the campus people are there for me if I need them and next time I should just call for help. :3