[Asami]

Dear diary,

Is this helping? Everything you do... does it help? All you are is a failure. Maybe you should give up on everything. Just leave and never come back.. no matter how hard you try to convince yourself.that you matter and people do care about you, you don't and they don't.
Mikes only with you because of your huge boobs.
Jessica is friends with you because she pities you
People talk to you on tris because you force yourself into conversations
hell even your family hates you.

What do you have? Nothing.
So just disappear. Maybe things will get better then.

Love,
yourself.