[Helsinki Harlot]

Batty; xD Haha. Steal away? lol Shame that's not how real life works.

And of course foo'! >: D I love you to death. <3 Since the first time we talked was all up in your bisnatch. Hell, a lot of my IRL friends know who you are. :3

Mizzie; Higher standards mean scarcer picking pool. xD Tho' I don't know why I'm surprised. It's always been this way. For a stupid little bit there I thought I was worth more tho'. xD

And I'm the same way. Tho' I can fake it with the best of them because of my speech teacher teaching me how to lie to people about how you feel inside. xD; It may not be flirting but generally ends up with me coming off as a bitch or a jack ass because my version of bravado is just straight forward "fuck it" attitude.

And I know. Hell, I'll be shocked if I make it to 25. [/ irony, it's actually what Jon said a few months before he died. He turned 25 that year.]

Maybe I just don't get out enough, or maybe the people around me are kinda shitty, just. I never get my hopes up or anything, but when people grind it into me about how they want to and need to see me or something and then bail or do other types of BS just. I'm not stupid A. And B, don't lie to me. If you just want a fuck or decided you didn't wanna spend the time doing it just TELL ME. I won't be too offended, I'll be miffed but it's fine. It hurts more when they try and play it off as something else. Like, I can fucking deal with it, just quit trying to play me, I ain't a fiddle.