[Helsinki Harlot]

It's just. Fuck. I don't ever go out because something bad tends to happen unless I've got someone with me or just. Fuck.

Everyone keeps telling me I've got an amazing personality, that the second they meet me they think I'm awesome as hell and it just gets better from there, they tell me that I'm attractive and all sorts of lovely things and "I don't understand how anyone could not be into you" but where the hell are these people then? Like, what am I doing wrong? Obviously I have some kind of repellent in my system.

Just... -sigh- why can't I find someone semi-stable that won't flake on me?

I just wanna curl up in bed and sleep for forever.