Battybby; Sounds like a plan. xD
Well either way I'll always care. :3
Mizzie; Yeah. He was like... you know how you have that dream man in your head? He was it. He was oh god, muscular, just old school type of man, traditional male that I love. Played football in high school, had a tattoo and he made me a better person, made me always try and improve myself. He is the only man in my life I've respected or looked up to. If I can be half as amazing as he was at 25 I'm damn lucky. He helped me through some rough rough shit. Made me like myself a little, it didn't last but meeting him and having him care back for me and like REALLY be into me made me throw away my blade into the trash and I just started stabilizing a little bit and believing in myself and allowing myself to be emotional and maybe even open up a bit more to the world. God, he was just so fucking AMAZING. Beautiful in every way.
I remember when things got kinda heavy he sent me this song-
Linkedy Link with the comment that he'd look stupid in a pink dress.
And this is the tattoo
Also a linkedy Link.
There isn't a day that goes by where I don't wake up thinking of him and go to sleep thinking of him. I only have
one picture of him. And nothing else to remember him by, except for a few message histories that managed to save.
When he died I drank for about 6 months straight, my friends told me later if I hadn't stopped when I did they would've had an intervention for me.
I'm a lot more open but I don't either. And I've grown to like you a lot well enough so. :3
Like I said, I'm living vicariously through you.
Yeah. Not my proudest moments, I already have one tattoo to cover up some, need to get money to get more. Some areas would be kinda problematic to tattoo tho' so dunno what I'm gonna do about that. xD;;
Thank you, so much. That made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I really appreciate you taking the time to say that. :]
I hope I find that guy too. Haha. Last time 'round didn't go so well tho but here's hoping for the best. -crosses fingers-
Also; on the being flown up there all at the same time. xD Sounds too good to be true! That'd be one helluva time.
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I LOVE COOKING. <3 Tho' I come from a long line of great cooks so. xD; I think my genetics are cheating.