[Helsinki Harlot]

Obbie; I can just give you 3k.

Mizzie;

It's all right. How could you know? I loved him tho', still do. The times I had with him are some of my greatest, it helped he was just about the most handsome creature I've ever laid eyes on.

I tend not to talk about it too much. Last time I did was about, less than a year and I was talking about how it felt and what I was going through and a person I thought was a friend on the forum just told me "You need to get over it." Like thanks bitch, I didn't realize that.

The tattoo I have on my chest, I don't rem. if you were there when we swapped tattoo pics in Batty's thread. Is for him. I got it at the same city/area/country that I got the phone call over him. He was murdered out in California.

Haha, I think both work.

And YES. A boy toy. Someone to cuddle up next to, with a nice firm chest, delicious arms and god given hips who will love on me, eat my cooking, and fuck me into oblivion. <3

Self harm scars. And I've got quite a collection over the years.

I had a guy like that, who I really cared about, still do, but he got into some dark weird moods if I wasn't at his beck and call, I had to sit by the phone one night while he texted me all angry and upset because I was having a night out with my couple about how he had a gun and was about to play Russian Roulette to see if god still wanted him around. One of the longest nights of my life. DB later admitted he has no live ammunition in his house.

Well damn. Now I'm just grinning and blushing and oh hush. I appreciate that tho', very much. Awfully kind of you to say. <333

Batty; HOLA BBY. <3 How's your day going?