[Helsinki Harlot]

o: Well bang up job on that. :3

There's no one I have around that I've really gotten interested in. Last time I felt that spark was... 3 years ago, well, it happened before that but end of july this year will be 3 years since his death.

And I never innitate anything. >.< I come off as confident and like I got my shit together but I just about qualify for social anxiety disorder. I self-medicate with other shit so I don't really take pills or anything. People make me nervous.

All of a sudden I really crave a boy toy.

That and when it comes to sex I've had to start being more careful, I've got a few nasty areas of scars that would put most people off of my body.

Yeah, I'm the same way. It's what gets me in trouble with these stalker type situations. I just can't turn away from people.

Aaaw thanks. <333 Making me blush. You're pretty snazzy yourself there.

Obbie; Evening luv. :3 How are you?